Today

I actually slept some last night with the help of a pain pill. My stomach went down some more, because all i do is pee all night. The good news is that i cancelled the draining of my abdomen. For some reason whenever i have iv fluids, my stomach swells. That happened with the chemo and it took 3 days to go down. So I am running to the dr office so they can look at the knot where the iv iron went in and then I am going to my house. I feel weird still but not as bad as yesterday. I am achey and sore, I am a little out of it, my focus is better. My energy is up and down. I can get up and do something and then I have to sit or lay down. I ate some breakfast. I could hardly eat yesterday. I am sipping smart water and my little dog was at my feet. Granny just took him walking so I am contemplating a shower. That takes energy. I have a little stool I sit on. Sometimes I just sit and let the water run over my head. It feels so good. The thought of getting up to go in the bathroom is exhausting. I might just lie here. The fan is on and I am lying on my back enjoying the breeze on my face and legs. I have my iPad on a pillow on my stomach. I like to lie on the bed like this and blog. Sitting upright at the computer is ok for a bit but this is better. I never even wanted an iPad, I thought they were stupid but now, it is all I use. I never answer my phone. It usually is dead in my purse. Call me at moms or on my land line. I never answer texts. I always hated them. I continue to dislike them so if you want to reach me, email or call. I like this freedom of ignoring everything. Work always had me hopping. Now I can just ignore.... How freeing.