Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Ahhh the sofa

So we went and took care of the tax thing. Then Neimans for an outfit for lulu's reunion. Then dim sum, I ate it, yay, then home...,,,, ahhhh the sofa. I think it is nap time, I have the doors open and I can hear kids playing in the park, the train whistle at the zoo, and the wind rushing through the trees. I think went too hard today but sometimes you have to push yourself. now a little vitamin water, my book on Hope deb sent me, and some nice green tea she sent. The closer is on, and I think that is my afternoon. The wind has really picked up and I know we are in for a big one tonight. I haven't said it lately but thank you so much form all the support, prayers, gifts, well wishes. It means so much and it is helping me fight. Sitting in the doctors office, I saw 2 women come out crying and I knew it wasn't good. That could be me, but I don't want it to. I might not win this fucking battle but I need and love all the support because if i don't win I am going to go down in flames trying.

4 comments:

  1. I don't know you, but you strike me as someone who could succeed at beating cancer!! Best of Luck and I pray for you several times a day :)

    Janie in KY

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  2. I check in on you every day ellen. I can relate to a lot of the things you write about. And now I am a 3 1/2 year cancer survivor. Keep up the strong fight against the beast. I can't believe you what you wrote about ambien. I miss that wonderfulness. Too bad my drs were all pretty much against it! They always just said to take a benadryl. C'est la vie. Is there a GIlda's club near you? I love that place. LIVESTRONG. T

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  3. I looked. No gild as club in ga. There are some support groups I am looking into. Just not quite ready for the group thing but I think some interaction would be nice.

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