Sunday, May 8, 2011
Sunday
Mom and I ate at a meat and 3. Blah. Came home and have been on the sofa but i have transitioned to the porch with my iPad and some cherry Garcia. This usually coats and stays down. I am really tired and I know I am at the low point of my chemo cycle as well as anemic. I am bored with the tv. I have talked to friends but you can only talk on the phone so much. So I am blogging again. Nothing profound. I had a great day with mom and I do love her very much. I wish lunch had been nicer. She has helped me a lot this week and she loves her grandog. She has come and walked him, I can't do that yet. I really do not know what I would do without my mom. We have had our differences over the years and she can drive me crazy but she is my Mama! Thanks fir bringing me into this world Mom!
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Can I ask a question? I don't understand having cancer - even though I know many people who have had it, including my husband and I'm sure I will have it at some point. You know that I hate TV and love to read and I know that you have always been a reader. So, why stop? Why aren't you reading? Did the cancer take that away from you - the desire to read? I'm curious because I found a book that I want to share with you but don't know if you want me to send it to you. So I'm asking: why aren't you reading?
ReplyDeleteKnow this - I'm ALWAYS thinking about you even though I don't comment on all of your posts - and I guess that's why I want to send you this particular book.
Also know this - always ~ love flowing your way (whether you read or not) ~ M.
Yes cancer took reading from me. I can't focus. It just is not,something I want to do right now. I have chemo brain.something's require too much effort to focus. Sometimes I lay here and stare on a spot on the ceiling for anhour. I can read an email but if it is really long, I delete it and don't even bother. It sucks!
ReplyDeleteSometimes I laid on the bed and stared at the wall for hours at a time. I thought I was losing my mind.
ReplyDeleteI did manage to do some reading, though....I look back at my book journal and try to figure out how I read 7 or 8 books a month during that horrible time.