Hmmmm

So I am sitting here contemplating things. This is day 4 of iron and my sisters friend is a gyn and he said to eat 6-7 small meals. So that is my plan for the day. Plan c. But I just took the iron and I am feeling quesy. Darn it. Anyways, it is what it is. I was talking to my friend and was telling her about how I felt about cancer. When I had my surgery, my Dr. Said I have a patient who should not be here and it has been 5 years. She said they had gone to lunch to celebrate. I was so irritated. I thought 5 years is nothing. How ridiculous. Now I am laying here thinking, oh my god, if I had 5 years that would be awesome. I could do a lot in 5 years. It seems like a lifetime. My friend has had 11 years, awesome! So this is really more of what rolls around in my head all day..... So blood work today. The woman at the desk is lazy and nasty. And then we will see who is poking today, I swear to god, if it is the one lady I am going to rip it out of her hand and do it myself. 3 tries with a butterfly and my hands are still bruised. I already complained about that yesterday. Sorry. I hope the Ethiopian lady is there. She is good. And she is sweet. Ok, getting sick now. By by