I feel ok today. I slept well, I am going to brunch. I have no complaints at the moment. I am in the "good" part of my cycle. It will be over soon so i need to cram as much as I can in the next week. I can contemplate death when I am laying in bed throwing up. Today i want to think about other things. Not cancer for a moment. I am going to pet smart to get a gentle leader harbess so I can take rid on a short walk. I can't walk hin right now because he pulls too hard, especially if he sees a squirrel. I might even attempt ydfm today. i would like some organic fruit and also some lobster. i am craving lobster and they usually have live ones, hopefully they wont be too expensive, if so, I will get some sort of poultry. Sometimes they have fresh duck fat and if they do I can confit some duck legs. That woul dbe really nice to have on hand. i actually have the energy today to do that. i certainly don't feel like grilling n the heat. Ok, gotta shower and get to watershed.... brunch! Let's hope I can eat!
Peace out!
when you feel bad you think about lifes end .When you feel better you know the road is long for you yet . do what ever brings you the most comfort at the moment .But do not loose sight Ellen. You have more life, love,Hurt, food, passion, Art, sex , and romance in front of you yet .and when you have this behind you then you have a lot of catching up to do.(thats a good thing ) Like a free pass to disney land the planet will be your banquet and your entitled to go back for 2nds. We love you so much. thank you for keeping us posted- Your Wade
ReplyDeleteCancer treatment has made such good progress in recent years that surely a good outcome is more the norm these days. Praying for you and sending hugs your way too!
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