Rain

It is cool and damp. I am on the porch with a blanket. I finally slept well and i am enjoyimg the life giving bean. I go to the dr in 2 hours and then my day is wide open. Rid is climbing om the side table. Sometimes he thinks he is a kitty cat. He tries to be graceful but he can be a klutz. I hope i eat today. I ate at nick's yesterday.across from daddy dz. Omg- the best gyro ever. Succulent lamb, fresh hot pita, homade garlic tzatziki sauce. I ate it and who knew. I did not get sick. Go.... Get one.... Heaven in a pita. I have not been excited about something i ate since feb. The truth is here, i am sooo ready to get off this train. I can't until it is done. This is the hardest thing i have ever done in my life. This is the suckiest too. It will end and i will open a new chapter in my life, whatever it is. I am soooo ready. Ok have a great day.