OKay... here we go

I am writing this blog on my computer because I am tired of looking like I am  uneducated on the ipad. This blog is going to sound a little snarky but what the heck..... There are 2 things that are on my mind today. One is "I can't". This phrase sends me into orbit and really annoys me. I have done everything. i have done things I don't want to, things I am scared of, things I don't agree with. I have made myself walk, I have made myself eat and drink. I have made myself pay bills, and a myriad of other things. Most of it was hard because I was sick. BUT I did it. So don't ever fucking tell me you can't. Everyone gets a pity party once in a while but to live your life that way is a big waste of time and it makes me really mad. how about... 'You can and you will.' Your will is the one thing they cant take from you. So get off your ass and do it.
The other thing that makes me irritated/ amused is the dying books. I know people mean well but come on.... Titles like "there is death in living" or 'Dying the ultimate growth" are so...... ridiculous to me. The people that wrote them aren't dying. They are trying to sound so prolific and inspirational. How about the title, "Shut the fuck up' or 'Try dying and then write a book' would be more appropriate. I know I am being bitchy but these books are designed to help, but they don't. Some are inspirational and give you a nice message or prayer for the day and that is fine. I like those books because they make you feel nice and encouraged, but to pontificate on a topic that you can't really talk about unless you are actually faced with dying is beyond me...... Ok I got that out..... phew.....
It is gorgeous out and I want to have a grat day. I am out of my "slump" for a bit and i hope to maximize this day....
I am slamming chores out and trying to get dressed.
Peace