i have had a friend in town. We have eaten asian food all weekend. I have kept some food down, but I am still sick a lot. We had Japanese fri pm when she got here. Then we had sichuan sat, dim sum today, and vietnamese tonight. Gu's Bistro rocks if you like spicy sichuan and it is authentic. Of course we went to Oriental Pearl for dim sum, the bestI have watched a couple of movies and I have a dog snoring at my side. Hangover 2 was good but 1 was better. Ides of March just dort of stopped like it wasn't a complete movie. There was one plot line the developed and they dropped the others. I think debt os next with Helen Mirren.
I have some different dr. appts this week. Looking into second opinions etc. If I wait on some of these people i will be dead. they are a month or 2 out. I have one person I am calling tomorrow I am excited about. I have found a nutritionist as well but I might not need her of this Dr. proves to be the right person.
I also have to wait on my frigging chart and that can take days.
I could go into some more of this but I just don't feel like ti right now. I am having fun with my friend and I am kind of panicked about finding other care of it is even going to help or work. At this point who knows. My Dr. is not optimistic or he would not have turned me over to hospice. BUT he does not ne;ieve in any alternative medicine or that is what I have been told. i cook;d be wrong but I don't think so. I think at this point some sort of alternative things are my only option along with prayer and diet. If it does not work so be it but I tried. I am really afraid of suffering more than anything else. I do have all kinds of pain meds but I don't need them right now. Anyways, that is it for tonight.
Hey Ellen - Your question about grieving for yourself won't leave me. In New Zealand, a girl got a shock & a half, as cancer never fails to surprise us ... here are some links about her coping and trying to understand it.
ReplyDeletehttp://www.nzherald.co.nz/nz/news/article.cfm?c_id=1&objectid=10772643
http://www.stuff.co.nz/national/health/6111798/Dying-mothers-final-wish
http://www.nzherald.co.nz/nz/news/article.cfm?c_id=1&objectid=10774273
Unfortunately her blog has been taken down. She did pass in December; she fought every step of the way.
If you don't like this, please ignore it and take the love that comes with it. Love is all there is, ever was, ever will be. I am sending you tons of love. Kerrin
I agree with Kerrin, those words of yours have also effected me. You are in my prayers and thoughts every day. I hope this Dr. you are seeing this week will have the answers.
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In searching for alternative methods, don't forget that there are steps to take in God's Kingdom that will bring healing. Sometimes God heals in the blink of an eye, and sometimes there are things that need to be dealt with that block healing first (anger, forgiveness, bitterness, etc.). It's also especially important to speak only blessings over your life, and not curses. God has a perfect recipe and He wants you to be healed! Ask your Christian friend who knows about healing and she'll tell you the steps she took! She's now healed! Hint, hint! Love you! :)
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