Day 3

It took 4 fucking hours to get the chemo. Ugh. Pharmacy is soooo slow. But I got it. I have to take my mezna at 8:30 and now 12:30, which is why I am irritated.I have to take mezna 4 and 8 hours after treatment to protect my bladder.
I don't like having to stay up to take the meds. Oh well. There's nothing I can do. So I am going to mom's soon. Mrs. Laws and the chaplain here kept me good company for most of the time. Mom can't sit still so having her here is like having nobody because she gets fidgety and leaves. That's ok. That's just mom.
Mae is coming to get me and Ann made a nice quiche for us for dinner.mom is down in concord at the photography soiree. Rid will be happy to have mommy time. Such a great little snuggle bunny. He has lost all of his little puppy baby boy qualities and now he is a big boy. It kind if makes me sad. I have been so sick I kind of just let him go. I loved him everyday but I am not really alpha so much with him. Deep down I am but he loves mom, he was loving his auntie Leslie but she hasn't been coming to see him. He has lots of girlfriends in mom's neighborhood. Daisy and ging are his 2 fav girls. Charlie laws is his best bud. They play chase and lick each others faces.