Saturday, December 10, 2011

Ahhhhhhh

I slept until 8 practically a miracle since my handy companion wakes up at 6:30. He let mommy sleep late. He is also stuck to me like glue. I am trying to blog but he keeps Bamming me with his paw. God I have spoiled this dog. Probably more than all my other ones but Leslie and mom did not help the situation. I am sipping on the life giving bean... Nectar of the gods. Mmmm. I put some cinnamon in my coffee today. Perfect. I think I feel good today and I have a friend coming I haven't seen in a really long time so that will be fun to catch up. Since I got sick I have talked to a few people from the distant past and it has been nice reconnecting with old friends. Usually we just pick up where we left off. There is something comforting about people you have known for a good chunk of your life, because you don't have to play the bullshit. It just is. Well y'all know with me, what you see is what you get pretty much. Well all except for the fact that I am outspoken AND opinionated and sometimes I still can't speak up like when it comes to sticking up for myself. Not at work so much but with friends etc. ugh why am I going off on this tangent.... Anyways, I think it is going to be a great day today. I hope I have the strength to take rid on a walk in the park but I think my potassium is low. I haven't had great strength in the past few weeks. Honestly I think 9 rounds of chemo, 12 blood transfusions, 7 catacans, 1 bone scan, 2 mris, 1 endoscopy, 4 perisintesis, and constant worry are starting to take their toll a little bit. Not to mention the fact that I can't Eat supper with this drug. I am losing more weight. My size 8' s are falling off. There was a time I would relish this but not now. Anyways, here is to a great day and a great weekend. Thanks for all the fb posts that was an overwhelmiing response to my fb post. 70likes and like 50 comments. Geez.... What would I do without support? Ok peace out
Here is your playlist for today.... These songs make me feel good in the car
Shawn lee ping pong orchestra... Kiss the sky
The decemberists..... Down by the water.
Oasis...wonder wall
Outkast.... Playas ball
Cotton jones....gotta cheer up
Coldplay.....hardest part

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