Chemo tomorrow

So we are not doing the ifos. Tumor board did not want to compromise kidney further.amazingly the ifos only was statistically supposed to work at 18%. I was lucky. They are amazed I am here and it worked. We are going to save this ammunition at this time and try adriamyacin. Another low percentage success drug for this type of cancer. This one damages your heart. Doxil is a form of this drug but it is not being manufactured at this time due to equipment problems. Even though the patent expired in 2009 generics can't be made until 2014. This drug was originally discovered when researchers discovered a strain of bacteria in the dirt around a castle in Italy. They were searching for microbial cures. No shit.... Anyways this is a one day cycle that will not take all day. This drug can cause serious heart damage and is sometimes known as red death. It is red. And it can be deadly. Soooooo pray this new drug works and pray that it does not damage my heart! Another symptom is blisters on palms and soles of feet with peeling skin, nausea, arythmia etc.....wahoooooo.....
I guess I just have to be thankful i bought some time. Based on my calculations, it has cost $2181.32 per day since march to keep me here. I am an expensive date....hahahahaha
Peace